a morning rambling

it was early in the morning
when interestingly enough
i'd rather listen to the commercials
because the djs were sucky.
but the ads started to become boring
it was the same brands and taglines
following the same annoying jingles
on every freakin' frequency.
so i turned down the volume
because i can't turn the radio off.
cause i can't stand the quietness
or the loudness of the voices inside my head.
i heard hissing and swearing
as if i was in a movie about witches
casting spells in front of a kettle.
but there were no filmrolls,
it was just the fireworks
going off in my head.
i heard kabooms and crashings
as if i was in a movie about wars
with bloody soldiers, canons and bombs.
but there were no explosions.
they were the ocean waves
i'm wishing too hard to hear right then.
i closed my eyes as i breathe
and for a split second,
i swear, in the dark, everyone was running
leaving behind those "EAT MY DUST" laughters
in RGB color, with full speed,
while i was still standing,
colorless and motionless.
and so,
as i began to feel tired
of all the commotion going on,
i opened my eyes,
and gazed to my right
through the window of my car.
and found serenity
from the cars
stuck, all so motionless
in the middle of the traffic.